My grandmother has been in very rough shape for the past few months now and has been in and out of the hospital many times. Well, she was readmitted to the hopsital again last week and it doesn’t sound like she’s going to pull out of this one. Chrys and I will be leaving for Port Alberni tomorrow stay with my grandpa and visit my grandma in the hospital so we can try and help out and make everything as good as possible.
I don’t like admitting to this, I love my grandmother a great deal, second only to Chrys, and I think this is going to be the last time I get to see her alive. It’s really hard to think about. We’ve been through and done so much together in our life. She’d been more a mother to me than my own mother and it’s going to be really hard letting her go, but at this point, I do realize it’s for the better. She’s suffering and has no quality of life, it’s hard to let her go, but it’s time.
Chrys and I will be at the island tomorrow until sat without any internet access, and I’m not sure if I’ll be up to blogging on or saturday, I’ll have to see how everything goes. I’m hoping for the best and preparing for the worst, basically.
I’ll see you all later this week.
